It hit me like lightening in my heart when he said it.
My hubby and I had just picked up Daniel, our oldest (22). He was coming home from Georgia Tech for the weekend. As we drove home, I shared a funny story of how my husband and I communicate (or don’t really communicate!!) :>). The more I talked, the more animated I became and the more we all laughed. At one point during the laughter, Daniel looked back and me and said, “Mom, all you have to do is stand up.” Somehow in my spirit I was encouraged immediately, but cognitively I wasn’t sure I understood. “What do you mean?” I asked.
“Mom,” he answered, “You tell the best stories, and you are so funny when you tell them, all you have to do is stand up!” “Yeah,” I said, knowing he was right, “that’s what I used to do…retreats, conferences, teaching…that’s what I love to do…I love to tell stories about God and life and laugh all the while doing it. I call it my ‘creation gift.’ I was just made like this!” I paused and he said, “Well, Mom, you’ve got an audience of 7 right there in the house…just stand up.” I realized, somehow, along the way, I’ve lost the beauty of just enjoying the way I was made. And from the conversations I have with women every day, I know I’m not the only one.
Satan has stolen from us all…telling us we are less and that we have nothing to offer, causing us to focus on our weaknesses. The truth is we were wonderfully created by a God who thinks about us all the time and sings over us. He wants us to live a blaringly beautiful life, being all He created us to be. My son, so much younger and yet so wise, was restoring me, reminding me, urging me to remember who I uniquely am.
Eric Liddell, missionary to China and Olympic medalist knew the joy of using his gifts as he lived life for God. “I believe that God made me for a purpose, but He also made me fast. I feel His pleasure when I run.”
What did God give you that brings you His pleasure? It may not be something you can spend the majority of your time doing. As a matter of fact, most of us probably can’t make a living using our special “creation gift.” The question is, “Are you using your creation gift at all?” Are you experiencing those moments of God’s pleasure when, as you live unto Him, you just “stand up” or run fast, whether it’s for an audience of 7 or for the 1924 Olympics? I bet Liddell felt God’s pleasure even when He ran on narrow dirt roads. You can too, at the kitchen counter, in the carpool line, at your desk, or on a Saturday morning when you have time to paint, dream, plant, laugh, talk, think, read, photograph, love, cook, strum, dance, plan, write, encourage, exercise, listen, climb, play, design, sing….being true to your design, if even only for an audience of One. All you have to do is stand up….